For
the first two years in Santa Fe, I worked from home for the Internet
Corporation for Assigned Names and Numbers, the organization that
effectively runs the Internet. I loved the job but went slightly stir
crazy working from home for two years. I decided to take a writing class
at the local community college last spring, mostly to meet people.
chance, I found an amazing class taught by poet Barbara Rockman.
One day she told us about one of the poems she found in the latest
Copper Canyon Catalog, “I Hate to See the Trees Leaf Out” by David
Budbill where he expresses sadness in seeing winter change to spring: “the summer glut of green” and “all that lovely, empty
bareness” gone.
catalog. TMI: but it was good bathroom reading not to mention brilliantly designed, showcasing
the book covers, a quote from the poet and a sample poem. It's almost its own chapbook and has led me to
purchase many books from Copper Canyon.
I wrote to them and asked to get back on their mailing list. They said
they’d put me there but months went by and nothing. I had to harass
them twice but it was worth it.
Natalie
Diaz—When My Brother was an Aztec: Natalie is a Native American writer from the Mojave tribe, recently interviewed on PBS; and she visited the Institute of American Indian Arts on September
27 for a lunch reading and discussion with the students. I was lucky enough to attend. She talked about preserving her language and modern tribal issues. She had an interestingly breathy and confident reading voice and she read many poems I loved, including one Halloween altercation with a white kid and another poem about menstruation. She took us through some writing exercises and I turned
out a little prose piece in the style of Donald Barthelme about the
color green. I think I was subliminally influenced by my favorite short story, "The Emerald."
They say you cannot say love and mean anything.
They say you cannot say soul and approach heaven.
But the sun is no fool, I tell you.
It will rise for nothing less.
…
to have your arms not merge into the day
but be signs by the road
and to have nobody, Laurie, nobody travel
down your roads.
(related to Porter? probably not)
her arms full of the flowers I gave her once
a year in April, and she's asking me
to put them back on the stems in the greenhouses
they came from, to let them shrink away from the light.
nearly a year, and yesterday
while driving to the feed store
she braked suddenly
and threw her arm
across the rib cage
of his absence.
of fruit trees in April, and your car, which I parked in a shadow before you died, decorated now with feathers.
and unrecognizable
with the windows unrolled
and the headlights on
and the engine still running
in the Parking Space of the Sun.
they won't guard your life
cajoled to boil, says, This is my soul, freed.
After that, it burned.
After that, we tried to integrate the lunch counter at Harmon's.
What happened.
They tore out the lunch counter.
Chase Twichell manifesto in "Solo:"
I've always been alone, and that knowledge
has been like a sheet of cold glass
between me and the world
transparent, a vase. Inside it
flowers flower. Thus
a little death scent. I have
no master but always wonder,
what is making my master sad?
Maybe I do not know him.
And rattled down.
The wind was shaking me all night long;
Shaking me in my sleep
Like the definition of love