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Reinventing the Life of a Poet in the Modern World

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Self Publishing Poetry: Caring About Kerning

KerningIn the first post about self publishing, we talked about educating yourself about the challenges and advantages of self publishing, creating a marketing plan and gathering up all your book assets, which include logos, permissions, ISBN and LCCN numbers.

The next big project is getting the book into shape. This means copious rounds of self-editing, followed by finding a professional editor/proofreader. You don't have to follow every grammatical rule but you need to be aware of the ones you are intentionally breaking versus the ones you are unintentionally breaking. A professional editor for a book of poetry is very inexpensive. Spending a mere $100 could save you real embarrassment. A good editor will also point out formatting mistakes you may have missed. Typos compromise your credibility. Invest in your credibility. 

Last year, my husband encouraged me to connect with artists to illustrate some of my poems. He felt this might jump-start my project. I put an ad out in the Santa Fe Craigslist to find artists interested in my theme. In this way I found two artists I wanted to work with, one who is currently working on inner sketches and my book cover. An artist is invaluable to helping you bring your poems out into the world. And I personally love seeing my poems come to life in someone else's imagination.

As for the interior, CreateSpace (through Amazon.com), provides a template to help you create the innards of your book. Here again, Catherine Ryan Howard and her book Self Printed was indispensable in showing me the way through this process of making all sorts of decisions, from planning out the front and back matter to adding page numbers. I created various samples of font and size styles for poems and their titles and had to make some tough choices when many of my poems stretched to just one lonely line past a book page. Creating a book causes you to rework and give up words, line breaks and, in some cases, entire lines to fit the realities of a physical book.

One of the harsh truths of self publishing is the fact that you do not have all the tools in your arsenal that a professional publisher does, such as rare and expensive fonts that "class up" your words.

Self publishing means you have to start caring about line spacing and character kerning. You start to become intimate with the idea of your book as a physical object.

Joy Harjo Speaks to the Incoming Class of IAIA

JoyWhat a thrill it was for me to be able to attend the welcoming ceremony for new students at the Institute for American Indian Arts in Santa Fe on August 16th. Teachers, students and staff all gave very emotional speeches welcoming and inspiring the new art students and it was hard not to be moved, even if you are someone like me, not Native American but with a somewhat fractured cultural identity that includes both Mexican and Native American culture…a long story that involves where both of my parents grew up, but one that might explain my being such a visceral fan of Joy Harjo. (A quote from Harjo closes out my wedding program!) So it was doubly thrilling that she would be at the welcoming ceremony as the keynote speaker. She just has this energy that is hard to describe. I felt similarly about Alice Walker when I saw her read in New York City. They're both very demure I guess which is an energy that jazzes me up.

Harjo said two things I found interesting. One, she talked about the value of failure, saying this was primarily what her memoir Crazy Brave is about. The book talks about her early struggles and mistakes from early childhood up through attending IAIA as a high school student (saying the school saved her life) and early relationship abuses. The book talks briefly but emotionally about how writing poetry saved her soul, but the book does not give us a happily-ever-after ending, on purpose I think, to illustrate the value of struggle through failure.

Failure is something I feel poets fear to such a great extent it keeps them from forming close relationships with one another. Because any other poet's success ultimately reflects back on another poet's failure. And so mutual encouragement is virtually nonexistent. If a poet can't be actually discouraging, he can be silent.

Failure in poetry has many levels: the failure of the respect in both the culture and academia, the failure of sales, the failure of the individual poet (before and after publishing), the failure of an individual poem. It's a sad state. And the paradigm has to change, maybe by reinterpreting failure.

Failure, as Harjo says, teaches you everything. You learn more from failure than from success.

Taking on my first book project, I feel at peace with its failure because this practice teaches me the entire road map of assembling a book. And inside that cloud of failure lies either the secret to success or the path to the next enlightened failure.

Secondly, Harjo also implored students (and aren't we all students?) to ask for help. Another difficult thing for poets because we believe ourselves to be the magic, embodied kernel of all enlightened thoughts (even when we pretend to question ourselves). To admit we need help is to admit we are not ordained by God to speak the truth.

Can we accept the idea that each of our poems is a community project and that maybe we didn't build that business by ourselves?  

Moment of Craft Fridays: Define Your Characteristic Emotion

EmotionsI just began to read Real Sofistikashun by Tony Hoagland, his book of essays on craft. Right away he begins with an exercise which he uses to begin workshops with his students:

"Describe your work in terms of its most characteristic emotion, or "humour"– whether you write from a taproot of rage, pity, love or grief. It seems as important to know this about yourself as to know your country of origin.

I'm struggling to define my voice today. I think facing your "taproot emotion" is challenging because it may show you an emotion you're not comfortable with. For example, I'm a bit concerned that my predominant emotion is derision with a slight contempt. I can be sarcastic.

The last chapter in the Hoagland book is called "Negative Capability, How to Talk Mean and Influence People." The back cover elaborates on this idea: "Meanness, the very thing that is unforgivable in human social life, in poetry is thrilling and valuable. Why? Because the willingness to be offensive sets free the ruthless observer in all of us, the spiteful perceptive angel who sees and tells, unimpeded by nicety or second thoughts. There is truth-telling in meanness."

Instinctually I agree with this because I've always had a queer sensibility. As a catty Cher fan, I've often joked that I'm a gay man in a woman's body. But the truth is, I sympathize with the most bitchy, irreverent, flaming martyr in the room…because this is fundamentally part of my personality, but one that only finds life in my writing and with my husband (poor feller).

On the one hand, the "sweet Mary" side of me is not happy about this manifestation of myself as a writer, the emotional tone I gravitate toward, the one with the meaner edge, disdainful and cutting. My inner Oscar Wilde or Mark Twain.

If only I could write aphorisms as well.

"When an honest writer discovers an imposition, it is his simple duty to strip it bare and hurl it down from its place of honor, no matter who suffers by it; any other course would render him unworthy of the public confidence."

Mark Twain, A Tramp Abroad, 1880

"I shall not write any poetry unless I conceive a spite against the subscribers."

Mark Twain as editor of the Buffalo Express in 1869

"Even prophets correct their proofs."

"There are two ways of disliking poetry, one was is to dislike it, the other is to read Pope."

"Most people become bankrupt through having invested too heavily in the prose of life. To have ruined oneself over poetry is an honor."

Oscar Wilde

Moment of Craft Fridays: Critical Thinking

So we've been talking about how working on thinking skills can help your poetry. I know there is some resistance to this idea, as if the creation of poetry is only natural thinking, without effort. I agree that some degree of organic inspiration is involved, however thinking about thinking is still a crucial component of both gaining wisdom and communicating your wisdoms. Consider the competitive runner. Although "getting into the zone" is important, so is practice and the harder she pushes herself (within safe limits), the more races she will run.

Which brings me to the next point: reading essays and books about theory and thinking can be dry and difficult. "It's too hard! It feels like college!" my fellow writers whine. Don't fret over the stuff that's too dense to penetrate right away. Read through it and glean what you can. As long as you're always learning, as long as your mind is always working and thinking and making some connections–you don't have to understand all of it. The next babble of theory will get easier.

I hit the same wall when I started reading pop-culture theory this year (I am also, after all, Cher Scholar). Pop culture books can be even more esoteric. But if you keep coming at concepts and ideas from different angles, the better you'll run.

TiwThinking in Writing by Donald McQuade and Robert Atwan is, as I've mentioned before, a good overview on ways we organize our thoughts.

 

 

 

LtFor years I've had Literary Theory, A Very Brief Introduction by Jonathan Culler on my bookshelf. Last week I started reading it and although it was a hard slag at first, it should be required reading for all writers, especially poets.

To understand how the car runs, it's always good to know how the parts all work together. How do poems create meaning?

"…theory involves a questioning of the most basic premises or assumptions of literary study, the unsettling of anything that might have been taken for granted: What is meaning? What is an author? What is it to read?"

Although you may not think these big ideas matter to your little poems, thinking about these things can take you down some new and amazing intellectual paths. And it's helpful to know how the critics and theorists qualify various rhetorical tropes.

Many lament the fact that college curriculums (not to mention bookstores and large book-fest events) focus almost entirely on fiction, while poetry (once the definition of literature) gets the short shrift. Culler elaborates on why this is:

"This is not just a result of the preferences of a mass readership, who happily pick up stories but seldom read poems. Literary and cultural theory have increasingly claimed cultural centrality for narrative. Stories, the argument goes, are the main way we make sense of things."

So you see, this is what we are up against as poets, this is what our own intellectual peers have surmised about the value of poetry versus fiction. Ignoring the reality won't help poetry as a art form and it probably won't serve your individual poems much either.

Sitting on my desk at IAIA, stuffed behind one of those ancient phone-message books (the ones with carbon copies no less), I found a little blue mini-book called The Miniature Guide to Critical Thinking, Concepts and Tools. What a find! I haven't cracked it yet but I did skim through the graphics, great overviews of thought like this one (so sorry my scanner sucks!):

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Reading More Poetry to Things That Don’t Care…on the Santa Fe Trail

I've been away for the last week, visiting my in-laws in Kansas. My husband and I decided to drive from Santa Fe to where his sister lives in Independence, Missouri, along the Santa Fe Trail. This little trek provided many occasions for us to stop and smell the indifference to poetry. I was able to add six pictures to Reading Poetry to Animals and Things Who Don't Care.

IMG_7305Reading poetry to the Santa Fe Trail outside of Clayton, New Mexico. Wagon train traffic, art thou so loud this trail cannot hear me?  (2012, photo by John McCray)

 

 

IMG_7415Reading poetry to the beautiful Kansas grass outside of Fort Larned on the Santa Fe Trail. When the wind blew, the grass whispered "husssssh…silly poetess."  (2012, photo by John McCray)

 

 

IMG_7418Reading poetry to fake soldiers outside of Fort Larned, Kansas. I tried to tell them I had the latest Walt Whitman fresh off the presses. They did not seem to care.  (2012, photo by John McCray)

 

 

IMG_7508Reading poetry to a sod house in Kansas. Although my poetry was as dense as a mud brick, this house of earth could not relate. (2012, photo by John McCray)

 

 

IMG_7511Still reading poetry to a sod house in Kansas. Come on, sod house! You have to admit that line from W.H. Auden was pretty funny.  (2012, photo by John McCray)

 

 

IMG_7369Reading poetry to one of the whirling fellows on a windmill farm. Although the blades say "I'm excited about the truths you're laying down," this reader does not believe that windmill will make any serious literary changes in his life going forward.  (2012, photo by John McCray)

 

 

To see the full set of things that don't care about poetry

Books About Poetry to Read

In a recent article I found for this week's poetry news, poet Katy Lederer provides an indispensable book-list of books on poetry:

  • Language of Inquiry by Lyn Hejinian (for a philosoph Bookstackical dismantling of poetic language and practice)
  • Attack of the Difficult Poems by Charles Bernstein (for a philosophical dismantling of poetic language and practice that's funny)
  • Ordinary Genius by Kim Addonizio (for writing exercises)
  • Real Sofistikashun by Tony Hoagland (for a survey of mainstream American poetry)
  • Beautiful and Pointless by David Orr (for a survey of mainstream American poetry that's funny)
  • Poetry Home Repair Manual by Ted Kooser (for analytical exercises with personal narrative)

That should be a good syllabus for winter's reading.

The Student Poets of the Institute of American Indian Arts

So I've just started my job at IAIA which, for those who don't know, is an arts college specializing in contemporary Native American and Native Alaskan arts, including 2D, 3D, photography, ceramics, jewelry, new media, etc. I went to their museum Sunday near the Santa Fe plaza and saw the most awesome things.

Anyway, the office they've given me has a book shelf and I noticed two student poetry anthologies sitting there. I borrowed them for a weekend and had a good time reading recent student poetry.

RadicalenjambThe first anthology I read was from the 2007-2008 school year and called Radical Enjambment, Neo-Modern Literature from IAIA.  I loved the poems from Ungelbah Daniel-Davila, once called "Bench Seats" about a difficult relationship with great lines like

I keep you in the back of my throat
like words I used to know

and

digging in the dirt for every piece I've lost.

"Last Dance" is another good one, a repetitive frolicking incantation of lines like:

Dance me out of bed.
Dance me into the triangle of light…

Dance me out of my skin.

Daniel-Davila also has two prose poems in there I like, "Sex in the Soda Shop," a pop culture piece, and "Birthday," a really amazing break-up monologue by a tormented older narrator and his young carefree girlfriend that is both raw and funny.

Monte J. Little has a poem called "Willing to Remove My Hands From my Eyes," an almost surreal meditation ending with the decisive line I can see what to hold true which creates a very pleasant counterpoint.

Anna Nelson has "Exeunt, For My Daddy," a very powerful and direct father tribute to an absentee father. Nathan Romero has "Afternoon Delight," a very funny bit of gossip in verse,

how do I put this/delicately…/well/she must've been getting/her grass trimmed for free"

you know/I'm not one to talk"

Finally, Sinte Jackson Torrez has "Infinite Now," a meditation on the pace of today and a rush to exist.

BirdsandotheromensBirds and Other Omens is the anthology from 2011/2012. Autumn Gomez has a good one called "Everywhere is War," similar to "Infinite Now" and its take on the chaos and insanity of modern life, closing on the powerful image:

"Let me tell you that you are dripping candle wax/from your mouth and neck."

She also has once called "Treaties" about a relationship. Her finales are great:

"My hair grew out and I stood up,/wanted to play in the dirt/force mud down your throat.

Another Anna Gomez one is "Petrology." I love how she attacks relationships and existing with emotions with an with almost riot grrrl anger:

"My stomach is filled with rocks.
I have to spit them
when you are not looking."

My last favorite is from Anna Nelson, back in this edition with "Plains," a poem that plays on identity, reality and mythology during a highway trip following the Indian rodeo circuit:

"somewhere between Casper and Cheyenne
that your heart was assailed by my many arrows
me in my buckskin dress and single black braid
straight down my back
you leaning on the jukebox
looking like yoakam"

Locating Your Strengths as a Poet

StrengthsfinderLast week got out of hand with my new schedule at IAIA. I wanted to talk about so many things connected with that, some new poems I've come across, some thoughts about the amazing places life sends you when you open up your ideas for the future. Hopefully in the coming weeks…

In the meantime, we haven't spent much time talking about life tips for poets.

I'm a firm believer that any attempt to improve your writing will fail if you don't attempt to improve one or more of the following:

a) your thinking (because if your thinking sucks, your writing will suck),

b) your thinking as it relates to the spiritual (say, for instance, you feel emotionally or intellectually stuck in some way), or

c) your understanding of the way you think.

And one of the best tools to zero-in on item c is with the book Strengths Finder 2.0 by Tom Rath. The results for the Strengths Finder tests actually go back to years of Gallup polling and the idea is once you identify your strengths, you can put more of your energy behind those strengths instead of trying to fix your weaknesses. It's about energy management.

And when the book talks about "strengths," this don't mean something like "I'm a strong writer" or "I have leadership skills." The kind of strengths categorized in this book deal with the way your brain organizes information and the way you understand the world. Learning my strengths was illuminating for me because it showed me why I gravitate to poetry, it showed me that I am strong in "Connection," meaning I like to take disparate things and connect them together…naturally I do this. This means, however, I'm not so strong in seeing differences. My brain looks for similarities. I may be strong in putting together metaphors but I need extra help with characterization. I also scored a strength in "Input" which explains why I feel the need to read 41 books on a topic before I feel like I get it, why it's hard for me to stop researching and start writing.

This kind of self-awareness helps me understand even my weaknesses better. 

The drag about Strengths Finders is that you have to buy the book to get the unique code to take the test (which takes about 30 minutes). You cannot borrow a book and re-use a test code: total waste of paper and eBook purchasing on the one hand; brilliant strategy for book sales on the other.

 

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