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Wisdom in the Magazines

ApThe Spring/Summer issue of American Poets (re-branded as plural)  arrived and is one of the best issues yet. Carolyn Forché has an essay about the poetry of witness that has a great last paragraph:

"Poets and artists are conversant with centuries of their kind, and their visions may address the most pressing need of the epoch: that of saving the biosphere of Earth. Poetry needs no other justification."

Alberto Rios talks about the role of the poet in our culture:

"I would like to use a curious word: surpriser. At their best, poets today do the old work of making the familiar new to us. But what I love is that it works, even now. It works. It is not a trick and I am changed by the ways poems and poets make me constantly re-see everything."

 Khaled Mattawa says to the same question:

"Whether writing in traditional forms or exploding the language, taking an ironic stance or an optimistic one, focusing on the personal or the sociopolitical, the poet’s role is to fuse her or his feelings with the world’s ache and to speak in dignity with that doubled timbre."

I also caught up with the latest Copper Canyon Reader. Some favorite lines:

The gleam poured through my pupils
into this small, temporary body,
my wrinkled brain in its eggshell skull

Ellen Bass

"The ultimate aim of my writing is to create an environment of empathy, something that would allow the miracle of empathy to take place, where human beings can seem to rise out of themselves and extend themselves into others and live within others."

– Kwame Dawes

“put faith/in making, each poem a breath/nailed to nothing."

–Bob Hicok

“There is no such thing as a final translation.”

 –M.S. Merwin

It is not the dead who haunt us.
There is no further damage they can do.
We have seem them to death’s door.

It is the not-yet-born
we are up against.
They’ll be the first to forget us.

–Dennis O’Driscoll

I'm still catching up on American Poetry Review but I did finish the March/April issue.

Arielle Greenberg has an essay on translation for those following studies on translation.

Stanley Moss uses the phrase "charge d’affaires" in a poem called “What.” This is odd because I had never heard that phrase before, even in years of French class. But I came across it months ago perusing Cher's latest concert program. This is the term she assigns her long-time entourage of girlfriends.

There's a very, very good essay by Martha Collins about why white people hesitate to write about issues of race. She talks about appropriation,  issues of invisibility (taking race for granted). She quotes Lynne Thompson who says, “white America has to come to grips with the same legacy as do African Americans.”

Collins says, "Deeper than the fear of appropriation is another fear. If the culture creates a sense that race is somehow not white people’s territory, that sense is reinforced by a fear of “getting it wrong” if we do enter the territory.

There's a good essay by Tony Hogaland (from his upcoming book) on the collage or composite poem. He says,

"Locating the poetry in worldly information, and implanting worldy information inside of poems, might not be easy, but if contemporary poetry is to claim the status of onging relevance it must interest itself in the stuff of mortgage crisis, insurgency sponsorship, and lithium batteries. Pitfalls of using too much or too little in your collage. Pitfalls of many and examples of good ones."

I recently started a subscription to Poets & Writers. TheMarch/April issue included a guide to off-the-beaten-path writing retreats. Aside from having an interesting vacation, I really question the value writing retreats provide considering their steep costs. The retreat lifestyle seems to just divide the haves and the have-nots.

Poets & Writers usually has good articles on international and exiled writers and interviews with agents. In this issue, Nate Pritts defends the sentimental in writing.

The May/June issue features a guide to free writing contests, but of the 96 listed, I qualified for zero.

Some interesting websites were featured:

Benka Banks explains why the Academy of American Poets has re-branded and there's an invaluable piece by Eleanor Henderson and Anna Solomon on the process, pains and pleasures of putting together an anthology including a nice list of Dos and Donts.

  

Craft in May: Working with a Thesaurus

RogetsI'm working on the second draft of my next book of poems and was back to using my old Thesaurus (my copy looks like the one far left).

This got me to thinking about how I use different kinds these days and which ones are better than others.

The big black one to the left is the copy my dad bought me when I was about 16 years old and needed one for writing poems in high school. Definitely this one is the best and not because it has the most words. I suppose electronic versions probably have 85-95% of the same words.

The book version is better because it forces you to scan over so many other words before you get to the word you're trying to find.

I do some composing in Microsoft Word: essays and quick poems like the ones I've done for NaPoWriMo. In these situations you need a very quick and efficient thesaurus. You don’t have time for the big black book. You are less particular.

When I am looking for something more particular, I'll use the online site Rhyme Zone.  I use this site primarily for finding rhymes quickly. But it also has a thesaurus. I'll go here if MS Word fails me.

But the best poems get the big book. This book is musky, dog-eared and pieces of the paperback cover have fallen off. The strength of the book is all about the detour. Using the book slows you down. This gives you time to think more about your missing word. You constantly bump into alternate words. You're quickly judging all the other words in the vicinity.

Great poems are made by detours. The irony of poetry is that poems are not about efficiency. They're about what the detours help you find.

  

A Book About Making Addresses and Poetry eBooks

KochI just finished New Addresses by Kenneth Koch (2000). This was my first  poetry eBook. Reading it gave me insight into how to improve my own eBook, especially in regards to page breaks.

I also now have plenty of thoughts about my Kindle Paperwhite.

I bought a faux-leather cover for mine. It really helps make the book feel tactile. I bend back the cover and run a finger along the edge.

I'm a heavy marginalia-maker and highlighter. It's hard to use an eBook highlighter and note-creator. Notes are connected to the text but saved separately. You access them as one entire list with links back to the text. Slightly cumbersome in that it takes a step or two to connect the two mentally.

Highlighting is kludge. Sometimes you have to try a few times with your index finger to highlight all the words you want. Sometimes it takes 3-4  taps. It makes you appreciate the technological brilliance of a pen rolling its ball over paper. So much easier. And notes on a piece paper are actually easier to access and to read.

However, these issues aren't a deal-breaker for me. The eReader isn't so cumbersome that I'm willing to give up eBook technology. Changes in tools take some time to adjust your habits around. They take a mental switch. eBooks are cheaper and you get them faster and they save paper. I’ll still be using them for poetry books I don’t intend to collect on a shelf or for books I might not otherwise buy due to the expense.

As for the book itself, New Addresses had to grow on me. It was a strange experience of not getting it for the first third of the book. Then I got it suddenly, somewhere around the poem "To Jewishness." All the poems are direct addresses to concepts like Jewishness or the French language or testosterone or driving. Once I got it, I really got it and liked almost every poem.  

The poem addressed to all his old address made me want to try this entire scheme next year for my NaPoWriMo project.

  

Treadmilling to Poetry Podcasts

PodcastI've been trying to get on my treadmill more often and struggling to find entertaining ways to keep myself on the thing.

Last week I caught up on some poetry podcasts. It really makes the time go quicker but it's difficult to scribble down notes while walking.

Recently (10/29/2013) the PBS NewsHour podcast interviewed Billy Collins. They quoted him as saying, "the problem with poetry is that it encourages the writing of more poetry." 

BillycollinsWow. I'm going to find it harder to defend him now when my other poetry compadres attack him for being a sell-out. I don't think he is but I guess he's a stage hog. Implicit in that comment is the belief that there’s not enough room for the likes of all of us. We're all the “more guppies crowding up the fish tank.” He did have something interesting to say about Alice Fulton’s. He said she put the fun back in profundity.

Recommended: I just subscribed to the podcast of The Missouri Review and listened to the episode interviewing the editors of Electric Literature who also publish a free online journal called "Recommended Reading" that is updated every Wednesday. They talk about the future of online journals and how they compile their recommended list of fiction and what they look for in new work (stories that pop versus preciousness). They say there's and "endless crop of great work" out there.

Not Recommended: I tried listening to an episode of a podcast called The Broad Pod but I didn’t like it. This is mostly readings of science fiction by women.

AnthonyHighly Recommended: Indie Feed continues to please. The 4/28 episode interviews British poet Anthony Anaxagorou. View his site: http://anthonyanaxagorou.com/

Recommended: The 1/19 episode of PBS NewsHours podcast was about physicians who embrace poetry. This reminded me of the Scottish Poetry Library's project to provide poets to doctors. This podcast interviewed a doctor in Boston and doctor/poet Raphael Compo about his new book, Alternative Medicine. View his site at: http://www.rafaelcampo.com/

They talk about how metaphorical language is used by both poets and doctors who need to communicate complicated issues with patients. Doctors also use poetry to reconnect with the feelings of their clients.

I love any discussion of poetry being used for practical purposes, such as helping doctors reconnect with their own practice.

   

Poems in Pop Culture: TV and Movies

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 Is it me or is Gertrude Stein the doppelganger of Spencer Tracy?

BirdbyLast few weekends I spent a lot of time with movies and TV dealing with writers and poets.

Bird By Bird with Annie Lamott (1999) is a great documentary, whether or not you've read the book Bird by Bird. Like the book, the joys of this movie experience are indescribable. Lamott is a generous and smart teacher and this movie captures her unique and painful life story.

The DVD even includes a full lecture from a writing festival and is packed with good advice.

I continue to be inspired by her and her way of conceptualizing the work of writing.

HandgI also caught the 2012 HBO movie Hemmingway & Gelhorn. What a huge cast: Clive Owen, Nicole Kidman, Tony Shalhoub, Metallica drummer Lars Ulrich, Robert Duvall,  Parker Posey, David Strathairn, Peter Coyote, and Jeffrey Jones (unaccredited).

Monsieur Big Bang is always distressed to witness our never-ending fascination with the pig-tempered Ernest Hemmingway. So I had to watch this movie alone. This even though we both loved the book A Moveable Feast because we stayed in the neighborhood of Paris in 2007 where the events took place.  We each even bought our own copy. I also enjoyed the novel about the same relationship, The Paris Wife by Paula McLain.

Hemmingway is always good for some controversial declarations about writers. Clive Owen does a good job with him. They even show many scenes of Hemmingway typing his novels and reports from Spain standing instead of sitting. He gives Gelhorn advice like “sit down at your typewriter and bleed” and “get in the ring and throw some punches for what you believe in.” and “the best writers are liars” and “there are no sides; there’s only the past and the future.”

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PoetryreadingOne of my new favorite shows is USA's Playing House. The show is billed as similar to the movie Bridesmaids. Like the movie, the show portrays the complicated relationship between best girlfriends. Unlike the movie, these girls are former "mean girls" making amends in their adult lives.

The episode "Unfinished Business," (watch the full episode at: http://www.hulu.com/watch/632109#i0,p0,d0), has some very funny scenes around poets and poetry.

One of the girls is having issues with her mother, played by Jane Kaczmarek. She finds out her mom has been giving poetry readings and she attends one at the local bookstore. The audience gives "snaps for the creators" instead of applause.  The mother reads her poetry under the pseudonym of Phylicia Rashad without knowing this is the name of the actress from The Cosby Show. 

She's given the introduction that she makes "William Butler Yeats sound like a bent-over simpleton." Her reading of "Chinese Dumpling That Has Left the Bowl" is hilariously dramatic. In retaliation her daughter joins the poetry workshop under the name of  Tempestt Bledsoe and gives her own slam-delievered response poem. One workshop attendee comments that her "delivery stole focus from her words" and we see how hard it is for her to hear criticisms.

In the final scene, their workshop leader reads a poem under the name of Malcolm-Jamal warner. He gives a German-experimental/slam reading for the two girlfriends. He declares, "It’s not done" when one of them tries to snap too early. She says she'd rather eat a man eating another man’s face off than endure any more of the experimental poetry.

GbudPlaying House makes playful fun of poetry culture. The Grand Budapest Hotel, directed by Wes Anderson, elevates poetry to heroic status.

The hotel's concierge is played by Ralph Fiennes and the character loves romantic-era poetry and recites it throughout the film. He even bequeaths his collection of books to his protégée. Although he’s a typically quirky Wes Anderson character, he and his protégée are the films unquestionable heroes and reciting poetry for them is part of their hilarious and heroic journey.

There's already a website dedicated to how poetry is used in the film. It's called "What Wes Anderson's Grand Budapest Hotel can teach us about poetry: http://ricochetmag.wordpress.com/2014/04/16/wes-anderson-poetry/

It’s how Anderson uses poetry in this film that tells us something about how poetry functions…Incidentally, all of the poems in the film – which are admittedly parodic, though often quite arresting – were scripted by Anderson himself.

Early in the film, Monsieur Gustave H. (Ralph Fiennes) – concierge of the Grand Budapest Hotel – catalogues his meager possessions: “a set of ivory-backed hair brushes and my library of romantic poetry”. In fact, the library of romantic poetry is so dear to him that he seems to have committed the whole lot to memory, and takes great pleasure indulging in its recital despite it often falling on deaf ears and rolled eyes. This part of the film is filled with all the decadence and complacency of any first act – but drama is only around the corner. The function of poetry in these early scenes is fairly simple. Some small event happens and M. Gustave is reminded of a verse, which sets him off wistfully into recital – the way certain grandparents might launch into The Man from Snowy River if you don’t tread lightly. The words don’t seem to have much living meaning for M. Gustave, except that he seems to remember a time when they did, and revisits them for nostalgia’s sake.

But soon – and without giving anything away – M. Gustave and his lobby boy, Zero (Tony Revolori), are thrust (as you might expect) into a plot. And here M. Gustave’s poetry begins to serve a different function. As the characters progress through a series of escalating plot arcs, certain lines from his favourite poems surface. In brief moments of introspective calm, M. Gustave takes stock of his dire situation, is reminded of a verse, and begins again to recite out loud. However, the lines are now delivered with more intensity. The relationship between the on-screen drama and the words is palpable. Some cataclysmic event, an injustice or an act of violence, brings these words to mind, and he recites them not with a sense of nostalgia, but in total awe. This is the film’s first lesson in poetics: poems are things that make order out of chaos. They are a way of making sense. A poem read in slippers is not the same as when recited on the permafrost of some desolate wasteland. A poem read in the bath is not the same as one recalled in the face of injustice, brutality or war.

These moments of epiphany don’t last long. M. Gustave is doomed never to finish a poem because every time he pauses to reflect on the events that have led him to some brief moment of respite, some other catastrophe catches up with the pair, and the frenzied pace of the adventure resumes. The very act of pausing to make room for poetry allows the plot to catch up with its protagonists, and thrusts them back into the fray. This device is used to such great effect that the introduction of poetry into a scene takes on a role usually fulfilled by foreboding music – the audience learns that poetry spells trouble. This is the second lesson: poems are words so precisely chosen that they can provoke the hand of fate. Poems dare events to happen. In giving shape to past experience, they also disrupt the flow of future events, or at least the way they are perceived and the way we react to this perception. They are epochal in the truest sense of the word, and also transitory. And this provides us also with the third and final lesson: that poems are as relevant today as they ever were. Reflecting on M. Gustave, Zero as an old man describes him as being from a time that was over before he was born – the imputation being that Gustave’s world of poems and words and ivory-backed hair brushes was anachronistic even in the first half of the twentieth century. But these words shouldn’t be taken at face value, because  here we are, talking about Wes Anderson’s use of poetry as a diegetic film device. The function of poetry is always changing, always finding new ways to filter experience. I don’t think anyone has used it quite like this before.

   

Bob’s Burgers and Bad Poetry

Bobsb Episode 4/27/14 – The Kids Run Away (watch it on Hulu)

Louise (in rabbit ears, left) runs away from the dentist office and seeks refuge at Aunt Gall (played by Megan Mullally). Her mother hopes Aunt Gall will drive them nuts (and thus home) with her invented board games and poetry readings.

The nerdy aunt wears a fanny pack all day among other idiosyncrasies and her boobs hang down to her waist (see below).

On the show she reads the following poems:

  

 

 

Happy Things We Should Send Into Space

A jar of mayo
magazine clippings of Scott Baio
that song that starts with Day-O

 And another poem goes like this:

Little cat, you’re just like me
you go outside and squat to pee

SQUAT! SQUAT! SQUAT! SQUAT! SQUAT!

I’m not done.

SQUAT! SQUAT! SQUAT!

The end.

Louise then asks to read the rest of her poems in private so she won't disturb any one when she says,

“mmmmm” Auntg

“uh-huh!”

“well put”

“Devastating!”

They're making fun of poetry readings. And it was a great episode.

   

Some Results of National Poetry Month

Napowrimo

Savvy Verse and Wit again published some interesting blog posts during their April National Poetry Month blog tour. Here are some of the highlights:

April 12

View the entire schedule

I finished my second year of NaPoWriMo with a series of "30 Poems About Language" that should be retitled "30 Poems About Languageers"'

Meet a fellow NaPoWriMo distance runner this year and found 5-6 new followers, which is saying something since these poems were pretty experimental and/or didactic. The poem "It Takes 2 to B Happy" was the only trending poem this year. Half of them received likes.  Monsieur Big Bang liked two that no one else liked interestingly. Most of the poems incorporate a few famous aphorisms.

Here are the poems:

  1. Tea 
  2. Threatening to Write 
  3. The Treachery of Meaning 
  4. Sonnet Made of Cottonwood 
  5. Chinese Medicine 
  6. Rome 
  7. Wearing a Welcome 
  8. It's Not What You Say; It's How You Mark it Up 
  9. Self Portrait 
  10. “Writers” 
  11. Who Says? 
  12. A Didactic 
  13. Before the Spell 
  14. Stealing Labor 
  15. Midway 
  16. Caves 
  17. Expressing Ownership 
  18. The Proverbial Porch 
  19. The Bosque 
  20. The Plastic Egg 
  21. She Was Offended by the Day of the Dead 
  22. Through Us 
  23. Every Bird 
  24. Barking Dogs Seldom Bite 
  25. Let Them Have Their Say 
  26. To Know 
  27. Live and Let Learn
  28. It Takes 2 to B Happy 
  29. Honor Among Thieves
  30. Man Can't Live By Poems Alone 
  31. An unpublished coda about Thomas Adorno

All my NaPoWriMo poems since 2013 can be found here: http://hellopoetry.com/mary-mccray/

  

May Craft: A Book of Fragments About the Mind of Poetry

CoolingtimeMy friend Ann sent me the book Cooling Time, An American Poetry Vigil by C.D. Wright about 4 or 5 years ago when I still lived in Redondo Beach, California. I couldn’t break into it. I got three pages in and then put it back on the shelf.

Then last fall I took a MOOC on Modern American Poetry and subsequently I read My Emily Dickinson by Susan Howe. Learning to read through the pathways of fragments did the trick and I was able to then re-approach Cooling Time. In fact, I liked it better than My Emily Dickinson. It was more personal, more practical and the fragments and artwork felt more organic to me. Wright reviews poets, talks about the infighting between poetry "schools."

The book is also sprinkled with seemingly random theories about the art of poetry. Her vocabulary is challenging but not impenetrable.

This was one of those small books that took me forever to read because I had to take it slow, but enjoying it all the way. Deep thoughts for advanced poets.

Here is an excerpt about the experimental craft she describes in the work of Erin Mourē:

Punctuating to the max: she ironizes words and phrases with quotation marks, quotes directly; changes point sizes and font styles, shifts back and forth between French and English. Jarringly she capitalizes and de-caps, deploys ampersands, asterisks, footnotes; also numbers and fractions. Then distributes parenthetical remarks throughout as well as actual commentary on the text she is authoring. She anticipates critique and responds to it in advance…the marginalia insist on being key players in the action of the poem…strikes through lines.

The book also veers into publishing. Wright quotes Robert Creeley as surmising, “What is a young poet to do? Form a company.” And she says he means to “start an e-zine or a press, publish yourselves." Quoting Creeley again, “Each has his or her place in the procession.” She keeps coming back to discuss the infighting among poetry schools. I’ll be quoting her more on this topic in an upcoming essay.

  

My Porn Following and Sexy Poems

TumblrLast year in my Big Bang Poetry newsletter, I sent out an article about how Tumblr was the up-and-coming social media player for young people. Facebook and Twitter are skewing more for old folks.

Because I care about reaching people younger than myself, I dutifully set up a Tumblr page. My page was pretty static with only basic information about how to link to my blogs and other web sites.

I was surprised a few months ago when I started getting a steady stream of new followers. Not just a few but like 40 followers in two months. I was confused about the activity but decided to create a new section of the Tumblr page for updates. I figured if people wanted to connect with me on Tumblr, I should update it more often.

However, something seemed a little off. The icons (pictures) of the new followers…well they didn’t look right. Let’s just say they looked more like someone you’d come across at a club on the Sunset Strip than someone you would run into at a poetry reading (or a Cher fan for that matter).

It all became clear to me one day when I received a new follower with a quite provocative icon image. Totally porno! Suddenly I had a theory about this. I wondered if I was being confused with a porn star. Could it be?

Monsieur Big Bang and I then ran a search for a porn star with the name of Mary McCray. Lo and behold, there is not only a porn actress named Marie McCray but she's alternatively known as Mary McCray. She has a Tumblr page and capitalizes on misspellings of her name.

All these new followers were following me mistakenly thinking they were following Marie McCray the porn star!

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Imagine their dismay at all my poetry posts and Cher updates!

Monsieur Big Bang thinks I'm on to something. He thinks all poets should incorporate the name of a porn star into their own name to catch porn hits, names like Ron Jeremy Padgett or Nina Hartley Crane.

You can’t unfriend followers in Tumblr like you can in Facebook and I’m not sure I would want to. Maybe I can get one or two porn fans to consider the salacious potential of John Donne and H.D.

Read 10 sexy poems compiled by Flavorwire

 

My Poet Ancestor’s Miracle Poem

BagIn 2012 I wrote about my only ancestor (my great-grandmother's niece) who was a poet, Marylu Terral Jeans and her book Statue in the Stone. Last month I received a fascinating email about one of her poems from a man named Patrick in Pittsburgh.

Here's is the story he told:

My mother, Mary, was a Peace Corps volunteer in its early days, right after President Kennedy's assassination. She was so inspired by Kennedy that she joined the Peace Corps as a 24 year-old woman and taught English in the Philippines from 1964 through 1966.  She mother was diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer about five years ago and died at age 67. 

While I was going through some of her old Peace Corps souvenirs, I found a small poem which looked like it had been torn out of a magazine by hand.  It was the poem "Love-Armored" by Marylu Terral Jeans.  I found the poem very moving, and obviously my mother did too, as she had kept it with her while thousands of miles away from home in the Philippines for 2 years (long before email, cell phones or other technology made the world seem much smaller).  I kept the poem in a ziplock bag along with some prayer cards left over from her funeral.  I put the plastic bag in a wooden box with a Bible in it. The Bible had been given to me at her funeral.  The box then went into an old oak dresser which came with me through several moves in the last few years.

This past December I bought my first home, a small brick ranch house on a mountaintop piece of land in the Laurel Highlands of Pennsylvania (50 miles East of Pittsburgh). I had a woodburner stove installed into a basement fireplace, and the installer's must have made a mistake when putting in the new chimney liner.  At 3:00 AM on December 12th, I woke up in the middle of the night because I wasn't breathing right and a smell of smoke was all through my house. I went down and checked the fireplace, and the fire in the woodburner was out.  I figured the new stove just wasn't venting properly and went back to bed.  At 7:00 AM I awoke again because I was breathing smoke and this time noticed a haze of smoke all through the house.  (I wasn't supposed to get up until 10AM, because I had worked late the night before).  I walked all through the house trying to figure out where the smoke was coming from but couldn't find any source.  I opened windows to try to air my house at this point. 

Little did I know, the underside of the hardwood floors in my home had been smoldering with fire all night waiting for oxygen. I then noticed smoke billowing up from behind the piece of furniture (an old family heirloom that had belonged to my mother's family) which held the Bible box. I ran downstairs and pulled the tiles of the drop ceiling and the entire underside of my floors were on fire. I dumped an entire fire extinguisher into the ceiling before having to flee my house due to smoke overtaking me. I made it out with just my clothes and wallet in my pocket.

Within a half hour, my entire house had burned and the first floor of the house had collapsed into the basement. It was a total loss fire. The fire had burned so intense inside the brick house that I never even found a trace of my mountain bike (all metal) and other large objects that were completely melted. But while the entire first floor had collapsed and incinerated in the fire, the old oak dresser with the Bible in it had slid down on a piece of broken floor into the basement…and it didn't burn. The area of the basement where it slid into was the vortex of the fire. It was within 8 feet of where my mountain bike and a couch had melted completely with no trace.  The oak dresser was charred, but survived. The Bible in the wooden box had remained completely untouched during the fire. It had literally been in the hottest part of the fire where nothing else survived.

Last week I began looking for the plastic bag containing the old poem which i knew had also been in the Bible box. It was nowhere to be found. I began searching Google for lines of the poem which I remembered, but there were no Google hits for a poem titled "Love Armored".  I couldn't remember the name of the author.  Very sad over the loss of this old poem which meant so much to me, I went back to what remained of my old house last week, took the boards off the windows and tramped around looking through the sludge and debris. Over a foot of water had been dumped into the basement of the house by the fire department during the fire, and it was a mess.  No luck finding anything. A friend of mine had removed the old dresser the day after the fire to dry it out in his garage, and I called him just to see if maybe the bag was still inside.

He called me back and said "This is really spooky. I have the bag, it had been lying near the dresser after the fire. The plastic bag isn't even sealed, and there are ashes in the bag, so it was open during the fire. But for some reason, none of the papers inside the bag are burnt, and there isn't even any water damage to anything in the bag". Just to clarify, a plastic ziplock bag containing paper items was lying unharmed within 8 feet of where a mountain bike and everything else in sight had completely melted in the fire. He sent pictures of the bag and the contents.   Poem A few people had been telling me since the fire that my mother had been watching over me and had awakened me before the carbon monoxide or fire could get to me. When I read the FIRST and LAST lines of the poem, it gave me chills. See the attached photos of the actual bag and poem. 

Love Armored

My love surrounds the house in which you dwell,
The place you work, the streets your feet have known,
With more of tenderness than I can tell,
And prayers I have said for you alone.
If you are lonely, know that I am near;
If you are sad, my faith will comfort you,
The things you value I shall hold most dear;
Your happiness will make me happy, too.

If you are heavy-laden, be at rest…
He who is loved need never walk alone.
He has a cloak, a sword to meet the test,
A shield, a talisman that is his own.
Be sure of this: Though you may travel far,
My love will guard you anywhere you are.

   

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