Reinventing the Life of a Poet in the Modern World

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American Poet & Why the Scottish Poetry Library is So Great

PoissondavrilAmerican Poet

Enjoyed my latest issue of American Poet magazine, especially Danez Smith's new poems "mail" and "basic standards test." Really interested in his studies on the racial issues working in both gay sexuality and standardized testing. There's also a passionate and rational essay by Mark Wunderlich about the dangers of reading Sylvia Plath's poetry through her biography:

"What are we to make of criticism…by Terry Castle and others who examine and judge the poet for, among other things, having been sexually active as a younger woman? And why are we asked to consider what sort of mother she might have been….Do people really have opinions about the sort of father Ted Hughes might have been? I suspect they don't."

This reminds me that all poetry is ultimately political and people read into not only poetry but the lives of their poets with political ends.

I once had an argument with visiting Sarah Lawrence professor David Rivard about M.S. Merwin. He suggested I read him. I hated him. After taking the Modern & Contemporary Poetry MOOC and after reading the Merwin review by Edward Hirsh, I seem to be opening up on this guy. Oh, they innocence and passion of youth. What can I say? You find your books when you find your books. Not sooner. Not later.  There's also a manuscript study on Robert Lowell's poem "Epilogue" that I enjoyed.

And a review in the back of David Trinidad's new book Peyton Place: A Haiku Soap Opera made me go out and buy one of his older books, The Late Show because his poems on pop culture attracted me but I never watched Peyton Place so didn't feel this book would be a great place to start.

SplToday's Pillar of Poetry: The Scottish Poetry Library

The Annual Review from the Scottish Poetry Library reminded me why I freakin love this organization so much. And no, I don't love them so much because my name sounds so Scottish (McCray) or because my maiden name (Ladd) sounded so Scottish either. I'm sure I'm yoked up with quite a bit of Scottish but my family pride and mythology doesn't venture far back past the New World.

No, I love them because they are so good at it. Their annual review even has style. I even read the damn annual review! I love them because they love the anonymous book sculptures. I love them because they produced pocket-sized anthologies of poetry for medical graduates with poems chosen to "provide emotional support to new doctors." One thankful doctor said, "just the thing to help doctors maintain and develop their humanity in the face of protocols and tickboxes."

They also had a program to connect poets to historians called the Ghost of War sessions.

I love them because they truly and creatively reach out beyond the bubble of typical poetry communities.

 

Three Jim Morrison Books

In my quest to build a shelf of celebrity poetry, I took on Jim Morrison's three books last month. Yes, I used to make fun of celebrity poetry…because that's what poetry snobs do; but for the last few years I've decided to approach these books with an open mind. After all, celebrities can't help it if they're famous and also trying to express themselves in verse. If you became famous, would you stop writing poetry? No, you wouldn't…even though it would be potentially embarrassing and a big laugh to non-celebrity poets such as you used to be.

LordsI took on The Lords and the New Creatures first, a volume of "revealing, early poems from the voice of a generation." My husband, Monsieur Big Bang, laughed when he saw me reading this. He said only angry teen boys read Jim Morrison. I've never been a Doors fan or a teen age boy but I dove into the project anyway.

In any case, this was my least favorite book of the three. These were his poems at their most enigmatic. In some cases his thoughts were indecipherable and maybe in early stages of something experimental. The problem with experimental poems is that they can be awfully indistinguishable from drug-induced pieces. And I'm saying that without judgement. Drug writing has its own value ("Kubla Khan"). You just can't read too much into it, unlike more sophisticated experimental work. But occassionaly, Morrison would catch my attention with some pithy scrap of thought, (usually when he was talking about fame or show business or his possible messiah complex), all bits which were disappointingly rare. I did find a quote or to which will be of use in my next Cher Zine,

"But most of the press were vultures descending on the scene for curious America aplomb. Cameras inside the coffin interviewing worms."

i will say this, Morrison is good at noticing what's going on around him. In this book he mulls over ideas of voyeurism and participation, film studies (he was a film student), issues of power and possession, alchemy, and a few interesting comments about motherhood. The random notes included are not fully formed. They seem almost like notes for future essays.  And many of the poems seem like a string fo terse images in search of a vague mythology.

One of the most interesting things about this used book I found in a Santa Fe bookstore was the inscription on the inside cover:  "To Adam (Pedro)/Love Always, Amy/Christmas '96/The Doors Rule!"

I surmise Adam did not feel so much love for The Doors forever or I would not have acquired his Christmas gift book.

WildernessI read Wilderness next and then The American Night, companion volumes which came out after his death and were best selling books in the 1980s and 90s.

Wilderness was my favorite book of the three. Maybe I was just beginning to get into his idiosyncrasies like his shorthand or his capitalizing randomly. This book coheres much better as a book about American culture from Morrison's point of view. There are scattered southwestern images from his young life (he mentions the Sangre de Cristo mountain range, rattlesnakes and cattle skulls) and over and over again he considers his idea of wilderness where he is referring to the wild city of Los Angeles and "the American night." The word 'LAmerica' appears a great deal over the two volumes as poem titles and in the text as does the phrase, "the American night." My favorite parts were discussions of androgyny in Los Angeles and "miles and miles of hotel corridors."  There are sexual poems here too and contemplations of the poet,

"Real poetry doesn't say anything,
it just ticks off the possibilities."

and  more sad reflections on fame and futility:

"But I deserve this,
Greatest cannibal of all.
Some tired future.
Let me sleep.
Get on w/the disease.

Again, his free association writing can feel almost language poetry-like. He believes a great deal in the meditative power of the ritual of writing poetry and this is as valid as anybody else's use of it.

When I read great lines like "Each day is a drive through history" I wonder why he was so enegmatic for most of this and if his fragments had anything to do with a fear of fully telling.

AmericannightI guess The American Night felt like a whole lot more of the same. And it's jacket hyperbole fell flat with me, "a literary last statement from rock's poet of the damned."

I'm always interested in sexuality poems, like "Lament for the Death of My Cock." But they seem so tame now. I'm sure they were scandalous at the time.

In fact, this might be part of the problem with Morrison's legacy over all: it's the Cher/Madonna/Britney Spears/Milley Cyrus exponential reveal: what was so shocking yesterday becomes deflated in our hyper-drive culture of pushing boundaries. In light of Miley Cyrus making so much offence at this year's Video Music Awards, Morrison's sexuality seems almost old-fashioned.

Which sort of renders the art of shock sort of flaccid at the end of the day. How far can we go beyond S&M?

In this book, I sensed some racist undertones in a few poems (see the Paris Journal for an example). This book is also propped up with various reprinted lyrics. One lyric from the song "When the Music's Over" was a haunting prediction of our current culture of rampant narcissism and insatiable greed:

"I hear a very gentle sound,
With your ear down to the ground.
We want the world and we want it…
We want the world and we want it,
now,   now,   NOW!

In the end, Morrison seemed to view death as a clean slate, from "Hurricane & Eclipse" where he says, "I wish clean/death would come to me" to "If Only I" where he claims "If only I could feel/me pulling back/again/& feel embraced/by reality/again/I would gladly die."

Maybe it's this very state of mind that appeals to teen boys, stressed out by the fog of adolescence and living a life not yet fully in control.

 

Seamus Heaney Dies

ShNews stories:

The New York Times ("Seamus Heaney, Irish Poet of Soil and Strife, Dies at 74")and Financial Times ("Seamus Heaney and the death of poets")

Because I was in full moving-mode and off-line for three
weeks, it was Monsieur Bang Bang who told me Seamus Heaney died. He also told
me Heaney reminded him of my grandfather because of his Celtic-looking head and
down-turned mouth. I asked my mom to send me a picture of my grandfather to
post here and she said she didn’t think her father looked like Seamus Heaney at all.



Roy-stevens

Because I’ve moved, I will miss the formal class on Nobel
Prize winning poets (part 2) at the Santa
Fe Community College.
But in honor of Heaney’s death, I’ve decided to pursue the list on my own,
continuing with Heaney at these sites:

http://www.nobelprize.org/nobel_prizes/literature/laureates/1995/heaney-bio.html

http://www.poetryfoundation.org/bio/seamus-heaney

 

Poets on Stamps

Modernists

While we were at our local post office trying to get our
mailbox key (attempt failed), Monsieur Bang Bang picked up a catalog of
collectors stamps available now. He was looking to see what the Georgia
O’Keeffe stamp looked like in the American Modernists set. He pointed out that
many of the modernists included in the set were from O’Keeffe’s modernist
circle of friends (although she never gets credit for being a modernist).

On page 20 of the catalog, I found there was a collection of
Twentieth-Century Poets. It’s on the same page as the O’Henry stamp and the
Bugs Life stamp. A fantastic juxtaposition. Anyway, the poets included
are not necessarily American-born and include in this order:

  • Joseph Brodsky
  • Gwendolyn Brooks
  • William Carlos Williams
  • Robert Hayden
  • Sylvia Plath
  • Elizabeth Bishop
  • Wallace Stevens
  • Denise Levertov
  • E.E. Cummings
  • Theodore Rothke

Poets

From the post office you can buy the stamps themselves in a
panel, or purchaser a ceremony program, a notecard set or a commemorative
panel  poster:  https://store.usps.com/store/browse/uspsProductDetailMultiSkuDropDown.jsp?productId=S_468808&categoryId=subcatS_S_Commemorative

Something nice to frame for your office wall.

 

Opera About Oscar Wilde

OscarA few years ago I heard that the Santa Fe Opera would be doing an opera about Oscar Wilde in 2013. Although I'm hot and cold about the Santa Fe Opera and opera in general, I have seen about five of their shows (years ago in regular expensive seats and now usually in standing-room only). I was excited there would be a new opera about a famously flamboyant writer.

I even went to my Eldorado library to get Richard Ellmann's biography of Oscar Wilde. 
Ellman

Monsieur Big Bang took me to see the show two weeks ago, playing its second night of a World Premiere. We did the $15 SRO and unfortunately the house was packed so we never had the opportunity to be moved up to un-purchased seats. Due to our move and preparations for the writing sequester weekend, I was already exhausted and had to prop myself up for most of the show.

The opera focuses on Wilde's persecution for "gross indecency," the first half building up to his sentencing and his refusal to flee and the second half dealing with his time in jail. We spend no time learning of his early successes in criticism and theater or about his life after prison. And this is by design. The opera is solely about his persecution for being unapologetically gay. 

In some ways I get this and in some ways I miss those lost plot points. We never see Oscar at work writing or being witty at parties and salons. We do get to hear some of his amazing children's tales and their stunning metaphors (but only a line here or there). The play also glamorizes Wilde somewhat and by not addressing his tragic after-prison life, this reinforces that. In truth, Wilde probably should have fled. He ended up exiled in France anyway, mistreated and broke. By fleeing, he would have probably salvaged more of a life for himself. The play tries to give him honor in facing the dragon.

I love the program artwork for the show. It shows an iconic portrait of Wilde built out of his  famous lines. I bought a t-shirt of it. I loved some of the opera's figurative special effects as well: the jack-in-the-box judge, the crib that becomes prison bars.

SeethruWhat's special about the Santa Fe Opera is not only the quality of its programs but the uniqueness of its dedication to all types of opera fans (from tourists to obscurists), its interest in showcasing new operas and its stage design which opens out to display the scrub of juniper hills stage right and the Santa Fe mountains (through the stage and to the left). Many shows also include some dramatic weather in the background. I have also come to really enjoy the free lectures before shows.

During the Oscar lecture, we delved into some of his best aphorisms, an overview of the aesthetic movement, a bit of his biography, and we were read in entirely two of his tales for children (beautiful long poems surely), "The Happy Prince" and "The Nightingale and the Rose." We also learned about the opera's musical motifs and some supposedly familiar half-steps that were not familiar at all to me. 

How does the opera handle Lord Alfred Douglas? I really liked how they handled him actually. "Bosie" was represented in the Ellman biography and in the opera lecture as an irresponsible, spoiled rich kid. He does not speak or sing in the opera but is ever-present as an obsessive thought in Oscar's mind. His character takes many guises but is always recognizable as the thin, effeminate Boise who performs a series of ballet segments that become very passionate and physical with Oscar.

The opera also includes a characterization of Walt Whitman who serves as kind of a guiding angel for Wilde. He is dressed all in white with a straw hat. His shadow looms large over the set. The opera merges his writings with Oscar Wilde's regarding the soul and the body. Frank Harris is another large character in the book. Harris was a publisher  and friend of Oscar's who wrote the first famous (but inaccurate) biography of Oscar Wilde. William Butler Yeats and George Bernard Shaw are also mentioned in the opera as supporters of Oscar during his trial.

Monsieur Big Bang is actually an opera-aficionado (unlike a more ambivalent me) and he enjoyed the opera; but as he said, you won't come out of this one humming an aria. The music seems understated in service of the story. I feel this way about most of the more obscure operas I've seen in Santa Fe. The local fans we know here are liking the opera, being fans of its star, but the reviews have been mixed. Some local fans have told us all new operas seem to get mixed reviews by default. 

The opera was directed by Kevin Newbury and written by Theodore Morrison and John Cox especially for newly famous countertenor David Daniels. Creators felt he was a good match for Wilde's alleged Mezzo-like voice.

Although the opera doesn't cover the breadth of Wilde's life, its aim is more to serve up a message and a warning in light of current events. Near the end of the opera the character of Oscar says, "I have made my choice; I have lived my poems." I respect not only that sentiment but these opera creator's choices of focus in not letting a rambling biography limit them in telling the story they wanted to tell.

 

Miroslav Holub

Miroslav Years ago, I came across some poetry of Miroslav Holub in The Vintage Book of Contemporary World Poetry. I bought a used copy of his book Poems, Before & After which has been sitting on my shelves for a year or two.

This book was another surprise for me this year. I started to make a list of the poems I liked in this anthology and I was checking off every single poem so I gave up the list.

Holub was a Czechoslovakian poet and well-established microbiologist. His poems are a lovely melding of science and humanity. The book is divided into poems before 1968 and poems after 1968, the year the democratic revival was crushed by the Russians.

He has great commentary about poetry. The prose piece "Although" talks about how "a poem arises when there's nothing else to be done" and "art doesn't solve problems but only wears them out." From "The root of the matter"

There is poetry in everything. That
is the biggest argument
against poetry…

…the root of the matter
is not the matter itself.

From "Wisdom"

…poetry should never be a thicket,
no mater how delightful, where
the frightened fawn of sense could hide.

These poems in their surreal escapades reminded me of my favorite short story writer, Donald Barthelme, and are elemental weavings of the scientific, the haunting, the human and the moral. The poem "Evening idyll with a protoplasm" is a good example:

Over the house spreads
the eczema of twilight,
the evening news bulletin
creeps accross the facades,
the beefburger is singing.

A protoplasm called
Before

well-that's-life
bulges from all the windows,

tentacles with sharp-eyed old hags' heads,
it engulfs a pedestrian,
penetrates into beds across the road,
swallowing  tears and fragments of quarrels,
pregnancies and miscarriages,
splashing used cars and television sets,
playing havoc with the price of eggs,
simply puffing itself with adultries,
crossing off plotting spores of
things-were-different-in-our-day.

And even after dark it prosphoresces
like a dead sea drying up

between featherbed, plum jam and stratosphere.

All the poems expertly mesh contemplations on biology with the horrors of humanity. Some of my very favorites are "Heart Failure," "The end of the world," and "Reality." The After poems are darker, more cynical, and incorporate more storytelling. I loved the Brief Reflections On series, "Brief reflection on test-tubes" being my favorite. He delves even more deliriously into language in this section.

From "Whaling"

Metaphors face extinction
in a situation which itself a metaphor.
And the whales are facing extinction
in a situation which itself is a killer whale.

The book ends with some poems laid out in theatrical script that read almost like avant-garde short films. Of those "The Angel of Death" and "Crucifix" are my favorites.

 

The Poetry of Lucinda Williams

LucindaEver since I did the post about poets who have read poems at presidential inaugurations and discovered singer-songwriter Lucinda William's Dad, Arkansas poet Miller Williams spoke at Bill Clinton's second inauguration, I've wanted to do a post on Lucinda Williams here.

I was fortunate to have seen both Lucinda and Miller Williams at a concert/reading they did together at Royce Hall at UCLA years ago. I've also read Miller William's book Making a Poem. But before I even knew about him, I was a fan of Lucinda.

My dad is a huge fan of Lucinda Williams and one day he sent me five CDs from her long oeuvre. Coincidentally, I had just broken up with a Northern Irish boyfriend I had in Los Angeles. I was ripe for the kind of tragic break-up lyrics she had to offer.

EssenceMy two favorite albums of hers are Essence and World Without Tears. Lucinda did a run of shows in LA where she performed a different album every night with special guests. I chose to go to the show where she played Essence. My boyfriend's favorite alt-country singer, Mike Stinson, was there that night to play with her. He was on the arm of famous groupie-tell-all-author Pamela Des Barres and they stood right behind us when Stinson wasn't playing on stage.

Lucinda has an element of gritty southern gothic in her music and  lyrics. In fact, I feel her songs are driven more by their poetry than by her melodies or arrangements. From Essence, the song "Lonely Girls" really lingers over the words in a kind of mesmerizing plodding dirge:

Lonely girls
Heavy blankets
Cover lonely girls
Sad songs
Sung by lonely girls
Pretty hairdos
Worn by lonely girls
Sparkly rhinestones
Shine on lonely girls
I oughta know
About lonely girls

On this album I also love "Steal Your Love" and "I Envy the Wind"

I envy the wind
That whispers in your ear
That freezes your fingers
That moves through your hair
And cracks your lips
That chills you to the bone

In the creepy song "Get Right With God," she sings

I would sleep on a bed of nails
Till my back was torn and bloody
In the deep darkness of Hell
The Damascus of my meeting

On the albWorldum World Without Tears, my favorite song is "Worlds Fell," which is all-in-one a tribute to a love affair, an homage to the words that helped to bring it out, and commentary on the uselessness of words in emotional moments:

Words Fell
Like roses at our feet
When you let me see you cry
You silent lips against my cheek.

Lucinda Williams songs have a starkness compared to other rock and pop songs because she doesn't always use rhyme, even off-rhymes. Her stories are rough-shod and her lyrics are filled with hard-edged descriptive nouns. Her songs alternate between bar-soaked heartbroken ballads and righteous alt-country rockers.

Interestingly one of my favorite poets is Kim Addonizio and this year I found a quote on her website that said "Kim Addonizio writes like Lucinda Williams sings." Andre Dubus III

In other ways Lucinda has influenced the events of my life. I met Mr. Bang Bang eight years ago on Match.com. He said he responded
to my profile because I had listed Lucinda Williams as one of my current
favorite artists. I had just been to see her open for Willie Nelson at the Santa Barbara Bowl with my dad. That show also made me a lifetime Willie Nelson fan. For a while I fantasized about starting an all-girls tribute to Willie called Nellie Wilson. Ah, the dreams of youth.

 

Richard Blanco & Poets at Inaugurations

Blanco-obamaSo the poet of the hour is Richard Blanco, the man who made a hit of himself during Monday's inauguration of President Obama.

When he came on to read "One Today," Mr. Bang Bang asked if that was Ben Stiller or Paul Ryan.

Poems for public occasions, especially big ceremonials like this, are tricky. You can't lay out an arty opus that will fly over the heads of folks in TVLand. You have to invoke the big ponds and rocks of America. You have to highlight Americans, like Blanco did with his repititions of faces and hands. You have to invoke plebeian things like cabs and groceries. The editor in me would have dispensed with the 7th stanza. There is much awkwardness in the mishmash of:

weaving steel into bridges, finishing one more report
for the boss on time, stitching another wound
or uniform

But there are plenty of good lines in there:

on our way to clean tables, read ledgers, or save lives–
to teach geometry, or ring-up groceries as my mother did
for twenty years, so I could write this poem.

…the impossible vocabulary of sorrow that won't explain
the empty desks of twenty children marked absent
today, and forever.

[a somber nod to the Newtown, Connecticut, shooting]

…hands gleaning coal or planting windmills
to deserts

[that would be invoking both of my particular great-grandfathers]

...the plum brush of dusk

Read the full poem.
Watch a video of Blanco reading the poem
.

The Daily Beast called the poem "Whitman-esque…a grand tour of the continent." William Wright of Southern Poetry Anthology called it "incantatory, an optimistic, careful piece meant to encourage, a balm."

Blanco's charge was probably to write about unity…in a multi-cultured way. I don't know how far he'll get bringing opposing sides of the Washington D.C. together however.  After all, only five poets have contributed to presidential inaugurations. And those five have all been invited by Democrats. Do Republicans even believe in global poetry-ing?

Blanco read his poem in that overly-serious poet cadence, as you do. After he finished, the massive crowd gave him some polite clappings (not the roaring ovation of Obama or even Beyonce) and Chuck Schumer (who I voted for by the way, years ago when he was first running and I was living in New York City) gave a slight indication of discomfort in the transition, as to say "Ok, now we did that. Moving on." I thought maybe Blanco didn't go over. But he did! People were talking about him on MSNBC and the next morning on The Stephanie Miller radio show and even my co-worker remarked about it. Turns out Blanco broke some records Monday and people were proud of him. Not only was he the youngest to have read a poem at an inauguration, he was the first immigrant, the first Hispanic and the first openly-gay poet to do so. Wow! The poet is office-cooler worthy conversation this week! What a great thing Richard Blanco did for us!

Blanco's poetry website is also very good. I'm excited when poet even has one! The site is very simple and the left-hand menu is full of action items to draw you in: Meet (interviews), Read (books), Listen (recordings), Look (press kit), Contact (all the major social media icons are represented). Blanco if anything might be just a little too slick. He's got a publicist, a speakers agency (Blue Flower Arts no less), and a manager! Blanco's website proved its own importance this week as various news stories culled quotes from it.

His Wikipedia page also peaked my interest to read his 2012 book Looking for the Gulf Motel, specifically the poem "Queer Theory: According to My Grandmother" with lines like:

Don't stare at The Six Million-Dollar Man
I've seen you.

The history of poets at presidential inaugurations

Robert Frost read "The Gift Outright" at John F. Kennedy's inauguration in 1961. It was not the poem he intended to read. "Dedication" was.

Frost

Maya Angelou read "On the Pulse of the Morning" at Bill Clinton's first inauguration in 1993. Poets spent much time hating on that poem although the event made her famous. Watch her read it at the inauguration; she's introduced as Maya Angelow.

Maya

Miller Williams read "Of History and Hope" at Bill Clinton's second inauguration in 1997. Bill Clinton makes the "listening carefully" pose.

Miller-clinton

Miller Williams is the father of acclaimed alt-country singer Lucinda Williams.

 Lucinda

Elizabeth Alexander read "Praise Song for the Day" for Obama's first inauguration in 2009. Watch her performance on video.

Alexander

  

Ruth Padel and Anne Carson

DarwinWhile researching science poems a few months ago, I came across this book by Ruth Padel, Darwin, A Life in Poems. Ruth Padel is the great-great-granddaughter of Charles Darwin and this is her book-length telling of his life in verse, content based primarily on family stories and his letters.

I was interested in this book for two reasons: one, Padel is known for her poetic writing about science;  two, concerning a project I'm working on, I was interested to see how she would present the biography of a famous figure in verse using a long series of short poems.

The poems in this book are fluid and straightforward, yet they manage to draw out the irony and weighty points inherent in each step of Darwin's life. If I was expecting some epic tour de force, the poems are much more subdued, quiet and purposeful.

From "The Miser"

'Stones, coins, franks, insects, minerals and shells.'
     Collect yourself: to smother what you feel,
     recall to order, summon in one place,
making, like Orpheus, a system against loss.

From "How Do Species Recognize Their Mate"

     They meet, spread wings, display those peacock eyes,
that special patch of feathers, a flash or bar of black,
     gold, iridescent blue, so the neurons, synaptic terminals
and brain may recognize the I belong with you.

My favorite poems were "He Reads That the Membrane in a Goldfinch Egg is Proof of Divine Design," "On the Propagation of Mistletoe" (on a search for love), "The Free Will of an Oyster," "He Leaves a Message on the Edge," and "The Pond Spirit."

For some reason I can't quite pin down, the book reminded me of another of my favorite poets, Canadian Anne Carson. Maybe it has something subliminally to do with the Queen (as Padel is British) or the paperback packaging or the books' fonts. Maybe it's their shared diction of reserve, particularly unAmerican. I'm not at all sure. Although Padel is far less cryptic and academic than Carson. I love reading Anne Carson, although my lack of knowledge about classical literature makes me feel like much of the content is over my head. What I do manage to harvest from the pieces gives me good food.

BiographyofredMy first purchase was The Autobiography of Red and I remember reading it during my first depressing weeks in Los Angeles in March of 2002, months after 9/11 on the dreary back porch of a slum house in an area of Playa del Rey called The Jungle which overlooked the wetlands and the marinas of Marina del Rey. It was part of a dreary season in LA and I sat in the morning out on the concrete with a glass of water and escaped into in her long lines.

HusbandYears later I had moved to Mar Vista in the neighborhood cornered by the Sepulveda and Venice Boulevards living the occasional party life (whenever I was coerced by my roommate to do so) when I picked up The Beauty of the Husband: A Fictional Essay in 29 Tangos at the Los Angeles Times Festival of Books. I read the tale of a broken marriage while I was experiencing my own online-induced dating dramas.

This fall I read Glass, Irony and God, one section which weaves a breakup story with tales of Emily Brontë.

Publishers Weekly describes Carson this way:


GlassFusing confession, narrative and classicism, Carson's poetry witnesses
the collision of heart and mind with breathtaking vitality.

I think what I respond to is her exploding dissection of the mind with explanations of the heart. And that she's a writer I trust in some way, that I can relinquish the need to constantly understand and instead allow myself to float through a kind of innocent intake.

 

From "The Glass Essay"

Why keep watching?
Some people watch, that's all I can say.
There's nowhere else to go,

no ledge to climb up to.

The swamp water is frozen solid.
Bit of gold weed

have etched themselves
on the underside of the ice like messages.

 

Why Joan Didion Writes Poetry

JoandiddionLook at that…this old picture of Joan Didion has a picture of that Georgia O'Keeffe cloud painting in the background. Huh.

My husband and I just spent Thanksgiving in New York City. I hadn't been there for years (ever since I moved to LA in the spring 2002 after deciding not to move back to NYC after 9/11). I missed the Christmas-ness of the city, the bagels, the pizza, a knish from a food truck…and good Chinese food. So we had Thanksgiving dinner at Hop Kee restaurant in Chinatown. We also saw The Book of Mormon (hilarious and thought-provoking) on Broadway, the Katharine Hepburn costome show (loved it!) at the NYC Public Library of Performing Arts and the African Burial Ground National Momument (somber and important monument; usually when you talk about proper regard for a culture's human remains you think of Native Americans, but this moment shows how African Americans struggle with similar treatment and how they make maybe different choices on how their cultural remains should be treated).

For the trip I borrowed the book Blue Nights by Joan Didion from my local library for airplane reading. I first heard of Joan Didion when I was at Sarah Lawrence. Fellow students loved her writing and how she handled "place" when talking about New York City and Los Angeles. I had never been to Los Angeles and it all sounded too high-brow for me so I avoided her. Then I moved to Los Angeles and had the opportunity to read her book Where I Was From and then I understood what everyone was so gaga about. I read everything Didion I could get my hands on, the ultimate book being The Year of Magical Thinking about the illness of her daughter and sudden death of her husband, fellow LA/NYC writer John Gregory Dunne.

Blue Nights picks up where Year of Magical Thinking leaves off, with the eventual death of her only child. In fact, the books should probably be read together. In Blue Nights, Didion is left alone and ailing and she recounts more of her memories from Los Angeles and NYC as they pertain to motherhood in the 1960s and 70s. This is a short book…maybe 168 pages so I never could bring myself to pay the near $30 price when the book first came out.

But Didion does an amazing thing in those 168 pages. She essentially writes a very long poem stringing together her mourning over the death of her family with her fear of dying. Lines are repeated over and over like a kind of obsessed villanelle, but one that is drawn out almost to transparency. You keep asking yourself, what do these two things have in common, dying and mourning (are they slapped together arbitrarily?). In the last half-page of the book, Didion tells you why, quite amazingly and beautifully, laying down the hammer in the very final line. It's masterful. And if it aint poetry…nothing else is.

 

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