Reinventing the Life of a Poet in the Modern World

Month: October 2019

New Nomination for Cowboy Meditation Primer & Cowboy Article

Waterbarrel

I feel somewhat of an anomaly: a fan of movie westerns who is ambivalent about John Wayne. I prefer Sergio Leone movies and their offspring for their complexity and visual sweep. Also, Wayne seems to me a bit of a water barrel with legs. 

Anyway, I came across this article about him in The Atlantic from a 2017 stack I'm working my way through: "How John Wayne Became a Hollow Masculine Icon, The actor’s persona was inextricable from the toxic culture of Cold War machismo" by Stephen Metcalf. 

The article is pre-me-too by a year so it's not about mansplaining or questionable sexism. It's more about John Ford and how their relationship led to a toxic kind of iconography.

"…from the bulk of the evidence here, masculinity (like the Western) is a by-product of nostalgia, a maudlin elegy for something that never existed—or worse, a masquerade that allows no man, not even John Wayne, to be comfortable in his own skin…There was an awful pathos to their relationship—Wayne patterning himself on Ford, at the same time that Ford was turning Wayne into a paragon no man could live up to."

This, I thought, was a brilliant assessment of where were now:

"Schoenberger herself alludes, perceptively, to “functional masculinity,” and if I read her right, this is the core of her provocative argument. Masculinity as puerile male bonding, as toxic overcompensation and status jockeying—this is what’s unleashed when masculinity no longer has an obvious function. Divorced from social purpose, “being a man” becomes merely symbolic. So, for example, robots in factories and drones on the battlefield will only make gun ownership and mixed martial arts more popular. To push the thesis further, as men become less socially relevant, they become recognition-starved; and it is here that “being a man” expresses itself most primitively, as violence."

Does that sound a little like the Incel violence we've been dealing with?

In other news, Cowboy Meditation Primer, has been named finalist in the New Mexico/Arizona Book Awards. Winners to be announced at a ceremony in early November. 

 

52 Haiku, Week 34

20191018_151551This week's prompt is about erasing, which reminds me of erasers, an object I particularly love.

My first eraser set came in a tiny Hello Kitty package when I was four or five years old in 1975 (back when Hello Kitty was new and happily bizarre). I've long since lost that little set but when I started working at CNM years ago I had too much desk space and went on a eraser collecting binge.

Sadly, my collection is crammed into my home office.

Back at CNM I also started an Eraser Manifesto which became a poem earlier this year.

The Prompt: Erasure

This week's prompt:

"Only the hand that erases can write the true thing."
        – Meister Eckhart

First task is to sit for a meditation on that for 5-10 minutes or however long you feel is good to you.

The Drawing

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My Haiku

…inspired by my drawing (it's a vinyl record, but it looks more like a boob to me):

Scratches of memory
Harsh runs the eraser
Thinning the ink trees

The Reflection

This is true with cleaning the house, cleaning your head, cleaning your writing and gardening: the art of taking something out is painful but makes a beautiful thing. It's a fine balance to learn how not to erase too much but also to take out just enough. It's fun to practice.

An eraser is a symbol as much as a pen or pencil of creativity and balance.

I need to take this lesson and thin out an eraser collection, eh?

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What do you think?

52 Haiku, Week 33

This week autumn came….like Thursday. It was hot and then it was not. We had a hard freeze last night. The trees are confused. I have new sunflowers coming up! I traveled up to Colorado last weekend to continue researching the Goodnight Loving Trail for Cowboy Meditation Primer. It rained for hours on Friday, was incredibly windy on Saturday and sunny all day Sunday and Monday. Put up Halloween this week in anticipation of October guests! It smells good out.

The Prompt: Lessons

This week's prompt:

"Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know."
        – Pema Chödrön

First task is to sit for a meditation on that for 5-10 minutes or however long you feel is good to you.

The Drawing

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My Haiku

…inspired by my drawing (it's a vinyl record, but it looks more like a boob to me):

Like a haunted sound
that plays over and over
skipping at midnight

The Reflection

Not much to say about this one. I'm sure I'll have more thoughts when I've figured out what it is I need to know!

🙂

  

Now you.

52 Haiku, Week 32

This week I dug out tree wells. A tree guy came over (he's also a painter and editor of a lit mag) and helped look at all the trees in the yard. He told us how dire things are for ABQ trees due to climate change, how the bugs are gaining ground and killing all the trees. All of them!

The Prompt: Where You Are

This week's prompt:

"Wherever you are is the place you need to be."
        – Various people, source unknown

First task is to sit for a meditation on that for 5-10 minutes or however long you feel is good to you.

The Drawing

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My Haiku

…inspired by my drawing:

When all the world lies
across the glittering sea,
sparrows in the tree

The Reflection

Daunting task dealing with climate issues, ecology (and relationships). But you have to start where you are and not regret being somewhere else.

  

Now it's your turn.

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